You used to think I am tough, yes I am.
I am truly sincerely happy for you, I hope this happiness is what you are looking for and yet I am not being there with you. 
I might regret but thats the best for us I reckon. Yes it is.

its kinda fated when I thought about our meet-up but I was happy back then honestly. I can tell that I was more than excited when I knew the good news. You are more than enough to deserve what you own at the moment. 

Till we meet again!

if you have someone to dial to when doomsday, you are extremely lucky


who said i need to compromise, i wont and i dont

you never know how much i hate to be vulnerable

There's a virtual alarm installed in my mind, constantly reminding me not to step out from the comfort zone. 

Yeah, 23 is too old to explore, I miss being adventurous. 

Aging

In almost 2 months, I will go to a unfamiliar place, leaving everything I love behind.
Lot of worries stayed in minds, 
Was so eager to go,
Am so reluctant to leave,


I'm not sure what adventures will be ahead of me, hopefully there are Samaritans that ease my journey.
Keep praying hard, I just don't wanna feel regret and disappointed.

I am not fearless anymore.
Compared to those younger years.

Back to those days in undergraduate some memories vanished like being bleached by Clorox, it's like an aging sign while entering mid twenties. The irony is the frequencies to recall the days in high school have reached certain level. I wonder why too, perhaps those days are damn worry-less. I started admiring myself when I was in SAS. How could I endure the so-called hardships at such ages while so fragile now.

What if I am still not ready yet for another phase which will begin soon?
it's like not everyone can cope with it


Recently addicted south korean boy group

It's back to the beginning now.

I am just looping, perhaps.